Jenn's Blog ~

-Cries-

I were talking to my granny on the phone with my mother. She told my mom that shes really sick and she got some embolism on her head/back. Gosh I thought I can travel to Vietnam to see her. :(

私のおばあちゃんは彼女が死ぬかもしれない病気です。私は、私から彼女を見たことがない私の母は日本を出発した。
私があなたにもう一度あなたは私の親友ですおばあちゃんを参照してくださいいただければ幸いです

Fuck life at this moment. I'm so broken. I only got my family<3

おばあちゃんには最高です。

ほんの少しの詳細については、上のハングします。

Gotta move on...

I've been seeing these weird dreams about Binh. Is he the one? I don't know. Just a online love?

What I do. Hes stuck in my dreams. I feel so silly right now. Thinking about a guy you never seen before.

Watashi wa jibun jishin o satsuei suru koto wa dekimasu ka?

~Jenn

If you are under 18 please don't read o.o

I had this awesome naughty dream couple nights ago.
I was in it and some couple hot guys o.o I were outside in the beach when this happen. (in my dream)
I was lying there taking some tan, I were reading a car magazine and having a drink (I forgot what)
Then these guys came first bully me like "u r a girl and reading car magazine's". my -duh- face on.
Later that day the guys asked me to some party o.o I was like okay.

In the party I was really drunk and had much fun. I saw this guy sitting alone near the fire in the beach.
I went to near him. I asked him how is he and why hes here all by himself? The guy answerd, cause he doesn't have lots friends around here.
I just hang out with this guy all night we talked and gave each other's kisses =p
The guy asked me to go little farer from the spot.
We were lying on the sand hugging each others giving kisses. Touching.

I was all on to him. He started kissing me from my mouth to down to my tummy.
Then he started using his fingers, first he were touching my tits hard, then he went more down n down to my spot. I started moaning o.o
I was I never felt anything like that before he were so good. (Mmhh watashi wa sono mae no yōna mono o kanjita koto wa arimasen.)
I was just screaming him more. Later he just stick something in me and I was just moaning more! It felt so awesome.
We were both sweating really much. he were moaning also much as I was.

When we finished having awesome drunk sex. We run to the ocean to swim naked o.o (Seriously wanna swim naked with a hot guy)

Uff thats all I remember really :(

Oh the lonely guy were binh. He always stuck in my dreams or nightmares o_o

~ Jenn

o.o Omnomnom

Going to clean kitchen and my car with my mommy n my annoying sister. My step dad is in work trip hes coming home in 2 weeks.
Hope he buy us some presents like he always does.

I been searching for job. Nothing.
~Jenn -Sleepy-

Popsicles! I love them!

Going to buy some popsicles to me and my sister =)

and going to send some to binh :p

Wasted day

I forgot to write yesterday. It was kinda busy. I tried to find a job, played with my sis made some food.
I maybe got food poisoned :/ I was feeling so sick.
I was going to have night class but I felt so sick I stayed home. I even did throw up.
Now i just stay home laying down looking movies. Not going out. Trying ask my step dad find me a job for me.

Uff I slept like all day. Cause I been sick. Now I'm up. I think I throw up again. =(
HELL NO I'm not pregnant! o.o How I could be I haven't had sex before.

I had naughty dream.

I were taking a nap and my annoying little sister came to jump on me.

~ Jenn

Another day!

I woke up 7am. I ate break fast eggs and bacon + some orange juice. My step dad drive me to college meh. ._.
I met couple friends at college. I had art class and English. My last class ended 1pm. .-.

Playing now: Rihanna - S&M

'Cause I may be bad, but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air, I don't care, I love the smell of it

Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me

S-S-S & M-M-M
S-S-S & M-M-M'

I'm eating Milk Chocolate and drinking Mountain Dew ;p

I tried to find a new job. Nothing. =( I searched all restaurants and fast food places, all little shops, Clothes shops. Game stop -.-

Me: Hi I came to search for a job.
Work: Sorry we are full.
Same everywhere. ._.
My luck sucks.

Later today I'll go to beach with my sister make some sand castles :D

Imōto wa, watashi mo sō suna no shiro ga daisuki! -hihi-

I think I start running in the night time o.o

And Its raining like shit ._.
~ Jenn

Monda Monday..

What I done today? I made some Nikujaga =p

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nikujaga
'Nikujaga (肉じゃが⁾(meaning meat-potato) is a Japanese dish of meat, potatoes and onion stewed in sweetened soy sauce, sometimes with ito konnyaku and vegetables. Generally, potatoes make up the bulk of the dish, with meat mostly serving as a source of flavor. It usually is boiled until most of the liquid is evaporated. Thinly sliced beef is the most common meat used, although minced/ground beef is also popular. Pork is often used instead of beef in eastern Japan.'
I never made it before so it came out pretty well.
My grandmother used to do this for us when we were still living in Japan.
Subete no o bāchan arigatō♥

Oh yah I cleaned my little sisters room it were really messy all the toys out the boxes on the floor.
Shes almost 6 years old and don't wanna learn to clean. Well I'm the big sister I must do all the job for her.
She even wanted me to play with her while were cleaning the room. Silly sister. =)

Tomorrow going to hunt for the stupid job place. So someday I can move out this house o.o
And get a own Lamborghini =D Then I drive with it all over United State buahha.

I want to learn do some pretty art works. Even thought I suck really bad. I'm good at normal school works but the art it just start being like fuck it.
I think I'm being too addict on dodo. I just play and play. o.o Well good friends keep me playing.
I wish Mel comes back. She showed me dodo gave me her accounts. She came back and left.
I wish I had her love life shes so lucky found a man from a game. I want that happens to me too. Soon they are moving together and getting married. Such a lucky girl.

Bo is turning 6 years old in 3 weeks!! Hurray! I will be the baker for her cake!I know she want a barbie birthday cake. She loves them. haha I did not. I used to play with sticks and rocks when I was her age.
Or ride horses, feed them. =)

Now I just sit here on my room playing computer games or doing photoshop art..
Sometimes I go out to beach but its not fun to do alone. All my friends are like bitches.
They all look like in this picture:

I even become one of them. I was school bullied for years. I changed my own look :3
Now I got piercings and always makeup.
Don't hate I just wanted to be pretty. I used to have glasses look like a nerdie.
I changed! I even lost some weight. I were pretty fat. Now I'm alright having a great life time. Searching for new friends.

~ Jenn